"Reflections" Digital Booklet

Trippin' in the park, at sunset

Leanin' in like we're floating on air

People passing by, a quick check

Fallin' on the grass, summer is here, yeah

Maisie by my side, we're all right

Laughter bubbles like champagne in my glass

Pink Floyd, surrounds us

Soaring to the dark side, the moon's rising fast

Flying high, not a care in the world,

Tonight boys, I'm out with my girls

Out with my girls, out with my girls

Life is good, when I'm out with my girls

Out with my girls, out with my girls

Tonight boys, I'm out with my girls

We don't worry about, what they think

Buzz is growing, as the world starts to fade

Gonna hit the clubs, and party

Crowd's on the dance floor, so crank up the bass

Flying high, not a care in the world,

Tonight boys, I'm out with my girls

Out with my girls, out with my girls

Life is good, when I'm out with my girls

Out with my girls, out with my girls

Yeah boys, I'm out with my girls

Dance at the Groove Bar

Shots at the SoHo House

Time for the next round

Only heading home when they kick us all out

At four A.M.

Out with my girls, out with my girls

Out with my girls, I'm, out with my girls

Out with my girls, mess with my curls

Out with my girls, I'm, out with my girls

Out with my girls, out with my girls

Out with my girls, I'm, out with my girls

Out with my girls, out with my girls

Out with my girls, I'm, out with my girls

Oh yeah, and don't you mess with my curls

'Cause tonight boys, I'm out with my girls

You and I, starry skies,

Sharing wishes in whispers

Wrapped up tight, that cold winter night

What a moment, what a moment it was

Up before dawn, on the living room floor

We were listening to Jackson

Kept it real low, so no one else would know

What a moment, what a moment it was

It was a moment

I know I'm always gonna remember

When did we notice

That this was a time we would treasure, forever

When the music fades away, the memory stays

What a moment, what a moment it was

Jumped off the boat, we were swimming to shore

Almost drowning with laughter

Never knew, that a noodle could save us

What a moment, what a moment it was

It was a moment

I know I'm always gonna remember

When did we notice

That this was a time we would treasure, forever

When the laughter fades away, the memory stays

What a moment, what a moment it was

The list goes on and on every time you're by my side

From campfire nights to a midnight ferry ride

There was never a need to guess

Cause the answer was always yes

It was a moment

I know I'm always gonna remember

When did we notice

That this was a time we would treasure, forever

When the laughter fades away, the memory stays

What a moment, what a moment it was

What a moment, what a moment it was

The sleepy lake stirred, each ripple a memory

Time slowed down, as the best summers do

It’s been some years since that first adventure 

How do I get there from here

Where everyday, is the first day

Up with the Sun, the loons are calling

On tip toes we squeak cross the floor

(Le jour est la)

Prints in the dew, on our way to the dock

Oars in hand, we slip from the shore

(On y va, on y va)

The rhythm of our strokes

Liquid notes on the water

To the island where blueberries grow

(L'éclat des goutes d'eau)

We fill our hats to the brim

Laughing we eat as we row

Ramène moi, aux jours, dont je me souviens 

Tous les jours, que j’ai oublié

Ramène moi, au lac, du temps perdu

Au temps, des songes, de la vie

A picnic on the pontoon, we head to the cove

Rocked as a ski boat flies by

(Le temps arrêté)

The Sun is high, the water is warm

A yellow plane putters cross blue sky

(La chanson d'été)

Leaves shiver silver as the winds change course

Gray clouds move over the sun

(Une tempête qui résonne)

Lightning flashes a rumble warns us

With haste, we make our way home

Adventures and promises carelessly lost

As the days of our youth drift away

Memories fading slowly

As the tales we tell keep growing

You, and I, by the lake

The sun shatters the clouds a broken mirror below

Brilliant purples and pinks paint the sky

(La fin fidèle)

Luring us back, champagne in hand

A cruise into the night

(À I'heure des cocktails)

Darkness descends and blends with the water

Our gaze turns to Vega up high

(La danse des étoiles)

A shooting star’s fleeting grace met with wonder

Another day passes us by

Adventures and promises carelessly lost

As the days of our youth drift away

Memories fading slowly

As the tales we tell keep growing

You, and I, by the lake

Ramène moi aux jours dont je me souviens 

Tous les jours que j’ai oublié

Ramène moi au lac du temps perdu

Au temps des songes

Au temps des songes

Des songes de la vie

Am I too much for you, and not enough for me

When I fall apart, if I fail to start

Is that when I’ll finally see

My voice has been ignored, my strength has worn away

When I toss the ball, if I start to fall

Is that when I’ll fly away

Too much New York for a California Life

Too much independence for a smooth easy ride

There’s a place for me, just around the block

Where a New York California girl can rock

(Instrumental Solo)

You say you love me, just the way I am

Will it be enough, if I’m not as tough

Is that when I’ll fit your plan

Too much New York for a California Life

Too much independence for a smooth easy ride

There’s a place for me, just around the block

Where a New York California girl can rock

Don't try to tame me

Don’t try to rein me in

Don't need to change

To be just who I am

Too much New York for a California Life

Too much independence for a smooth easy ride

There’s a place for me, just around the block

Where a New York California girl can rock

Where a New York California girl can rock

Where a New York California girl can rock

Found a place for me, just around the block

Where a New York California girl can rock

Three thousand miles away

Yet I felt it every day

Your breath flowed out my body

Your heart beat through my veins

And your presence, overwhelmed me

So many days we walked together

So many nights we had to hide

Those memories flowed through me

As I slowly walked outside

That Christmas moon burned strong

As the stars they danced along

It's a song I knew by heart

My little wild one I am yours alone

You whispered to me on your way back home

The door you opened didn't lead to me

She has your arms I have a memory

But the darkness holds me close

Just like a lover, just like a lover

Submerged in time and drowning

I thought of you that night

So very far away,

Yet burning in that same moonlight

And your presence, overwhelmed me, once again

All those letters that were written

Are they stashed inside some drawer

A mirror of two lovers

Forever wanting more

That Christmas moon burned strong

As the stars they danced along

It's a song I knew by heart

My little wild one I am yours alone

You whispered to me on your way back home

The door you opened didn't lead to me

She has your arms I have a memory

But the darkness holds me close

Just like a lover (Just like a lover)

Just like a lover (Just like a lover)

Why do I long for what was never mine

Why do I yearn to feel your body

Why do I ache for a love I’ll never own

I don't know how to stop me

(I don't know how to stop me)

No I don’t know how to stop me

(I don't know how to stop me, stop me, stop me)

And that Christmas moon burned strong

As the stars they danced along

The darkness held me close (Just like a lover)

Just like a lover (Just like a lover)

Just like a lover, hm, m, m

And the darkness held me close just like a lover

The phone call came this morning,

Now I climb the attic stairs

In search of reminders, souvenirs

I wonder what is left there,

Seasons long departed

Stashed away until this moment

When my heart was left unguarded

My heart was left unguarded

Reflections of who you were,

Of who you dreamt to be

Reflections in my heart,

Flow back as memories

Reflections when I look at,

The life we once knew

Reflections never show what was true

Down that old dirt road,

To my cowboy by the lake

That girl learned to love the woman she became

Five summers fell to winters,

Time I never will forget

Packed away in dusty cartons

I search through these paper gardens

Through these paper gardens

Reflections of who you were,

Of who you dreamt to be

Reflections in my heart,

Flow back as memories

Reflections when I look at,

The life we once knew

Reflections never show what was true

Keepsakes I collected,

Stories from our youth

These pictures bring me back to us again

Faded, torn, tattered,

I drown in thoughts of you

The innocence of love comes to an end

There's no easy way to tell you

What he did to end his pain

The struggles he was hiding,

She said that no one knew

Turn back the hands of time

I cry, I cry

Reflections of who you were,

Of who you dreamt to be

Reflections in my heart,

Flow back as memories

Reflections when I look at,

The life we once knew

Reflections never show what was true

Reflections never show what was true

These voices in the dark

Say I’m not worthy or deserving

These voices in the dark

Taunt me with their hurtful ways

These voices in the dark

Repeating what I fear most

These voices in the dark

Say I will never be the one

When the lights go out, I hear you

When the lights go out the comparisons start

My mind gets filled with thoughts I can’t control

As the outside world recedes

Now I’ve made my list and I’ve checked it twice

I’ve counted every last breath I’ve taken

Did I do this wrong, did I get that right

Will I find the strength I’m needing

These voices in the dark

Say I’m not worthy or deserving

These voices in the dark

Taunt me with their hurtful ways

These voices in the dark

Repeating what I fear most

These voices in the dark

Say I will never be the one

The wickedness I’ve witnessed

Finds it’s target like a dart

The words become my own now

As they pierce my broken heart

As they pierce my broken heart

These voices in the dark

Say I’m not worthy or deserving

These voices in the dark

Taunt me with their hurtful ways

These voices in the dark

Repeating what I fear most

These voices in the dark

Say I will never be the one

These voices in the dark

I’m not worthy or deserving

These voices in the dark

Oh they taunt me with their hurtful ways

These voices in the dark

Repeating what I fear most

These voices in the dark

Say I will never, never  

Never be the one

Never be the one

Never be the one

The only way through it is through it.

The only way through it is through it.

The only way through it and you know you can do it,

The only way through it is through it.

There’s been times in my life, I was lost

There’s been times in my life, I was found

There’s been times in my life, I didn’t know how

To make another sound

Sometimes it feels like, moving backwards

Sometimes it feels like, you will drown

When will I learn to swim these waters

These waves are crashing all around

The only way through it is through it.

The only way through it is through it.

The only way through it and you know you can do it,

The only way through it is through it.

When I was looking for, a shoulder to cry on

When I was looking for a friend, to be there

When I was needing someone else to rely on

Finding there was nobody near

Sometimes it feels like, moving backwards

Sometimes it feels like, you will drown

When will I learn to swim these waters

These waves are crashing all around

The only way through it is through it.

The only way through it is through it.

The only way through it and you know you can do it,

The only way through it is through it.

The only way through it is through it.

The only way through it is through it.

The only way through it and you know you can do it,

The only way through it is through it.

The only way through it is through it.

The only way through it is through it.

Couldn’t sleep, caught me thinking of you again 

What it's like when you lose a friend, you thought would always be there

Lost my way, trying to find what we left behind

Trying to find me some peace of mind, since the day you disappeared

You were a part of my heart, I held on tight, I’m not holding on anymore

Growing brighter each day, finding my way with love and laughter

The Sun's starting to show, it's time to grow, letting go, I’m letting go

Fooled myself, pretended that we weren’t thru

Never wanted to face the truth, told myself so many lies

I hung on, stuck around you for far too long

Watched your back as you shut the door, while I just shut my eyes

You were a part of my heart, I held on tight, I’m not holding on anymore

Growing brighter each day, finding my way with love and laughter

The Sun's starting to show, it's time to grow, I’m letting go, yes, I’m letting go

I remember the laughter, all the times we spent together

I'm tired of fighting, for what we once knew

You were a part of my heart, I held on tight, I’m not holding on anymore

Growing brighter each day, finding my way with love and laughter

The Sun's starting to show, it's time to grow

I’m letting go (with love and laughter, whoa...)

I’m letting, I'm letting, I’m letting go

Letting go

With love and laughter, I’m letting go

I thought I was old fashioned

Til Manhattan threw a twist

Now I’m speakin' easy

As I work my way down fifth

I’m a callin' and McCallen

The ringin' just won’t stop

Tossed around the tumbler

Landed on the rocks

So who put the whiskey in the wine drawer

Been searchin' all day in vain

Who put the whiskey in the wine drawer

Was it Johnnie, Jack or James

Well a Dewars or a dontcha

Want some comfort from the south

Put the Bulleit in the bottle boys

Gonna drown our sorrows out

Heaven’s Door is open

Redemptions on the way

Gonna find the smoothest ride

Sailing on a Paper Plane

So tell me who put the whiskey in the wine drawer

Been searchin' all day in vain

Who put the whiskey in the wine drawer

Was it Johnnie, Jack or James

Scotch is a whiskey that is smoky

Bourbon is the caramel on your tongue

Rye brings the spice of grass and pepper

What’s your pleasure, gonna pour a heavy one

So, who put the whiskey in the wine drawer

Been searchin' all day in vain

Who put the whiskey in the wine drawer

Was it Johnnie, Jack or James

Yeah who put the whiskey in the wine drawer

Been searchin' all day in vain

Who put the whiskey in the wine drawer

Was it Johnnie, Jack or James

Was it Jenny, Joan or Jane

Reachin' for the phone this morning,

Dreamin' 'bout tonight

Desire flows like water down my spine

The sound of your voice,

Whispering words that charm

Counting the hours 'til I’m in your arms

Never knew the wanting could be this strong

Never knew that this day would last so long

You and I together, when the day is done

Lover, leave the world behind

I'll keep you satisfied

Waited far too long now pull me,

Closer to your love (Closer to your love)

Did I mention I'm a sure thing,

Did I mention, I can't stop thinking of you

My body's trembling,

Closer to your love

I can feel my blood flow faster

With the promise of the night

Impatiently I long, to hold you tight

Last look in the mirror,

Forty outfits on the floor

Not thinking clearly anymore

The night is just beginning, lights are low

Passionately clinging, nice and slow

You and I together, a dance we both know

Lover, leave the world behind

I'll keep you satisfied

Waited far too long now pull me,

Closer to your love (Closer to your love)

Did I mention, I'm a sure thing,

Did I mention, I can't stop thinking of you

Feel me trembling,

Closer to your love (Closer to your love)

Closer to your love (Closer to your love)

Closer to your love

Mama Shirley, you always had a grin

And before I knew it you were pulling me in

You loved to cause trouble, like a child at play

In a filling up my heart kinda way

Your faith was an anchor in life's stormy sea

I need some now let it wash over me

Without you to guide me, I'm sailing off course

Without you to guide me, I'm lost

It’s a long goodbye that took you from me

It’s a longer road I'm traveling on

Can’t hold on forever, but I don’t want to let go

Of this long goodbye

In my heart you're home

When I first heard the news I thought I was strong

Didn’t know the cost, didn’t know I was wrong

I’m not the person I used to be

Losing you is changing me

It’s a long goodbye that took you from me

It’s a longer road I'm traveling on

Can’t hold on forever, but I don’t want to let go

Of this long goodbye

In my heart you're home

For the good times, for the memories

For the friendships in our lives…..

When we count our blessings, Mama Shirley

We count you twice

It’s a long goodbye that took you from me

It’s a longer road I'm traveling on

Can’t hold on forever, but I don’t want to let go

Of this long goodbye

In my heart you're home

You're home

My heart

You're home

Sitting here and thinking ‘bout, these years we’ve spent together

What a blessing you have brought into my life

I thought I’d nearly lost you, watched you slowly fall to pieces

Til with time and work your laughter came alive

But it wasn’t only your life, that you changed as time went by

I’ve been standing right beside you everyday

We have worked so hard, We have learned so much

How to talk, How to trust, You and me

Starting our life together, Becoming a family

Opening our hearts, was just the start of what we needed

As we slowly figured out just what to say

I’ve watched your world expanding, Seen the sorrow disappearing

As our home filled up with laughter and love

But it wasn’t only your life, that you changed as time went by

I’ve been standing right beside you everyday

We have worked so hard, We have learned so much

How to talk, How to trust, You and me

Starting our life together, Tell me what you see

What a life we’ve built together, Loving our family

Do you remember, how you dreamed them

Living high up in the clouds

Drifting down to guard us children

All that heaven would allow

Glancing round now my spirits different

I see angels all anew

Exotic lines and curves so supple

Heavens changed a little too

Am I too old, for angels

Am I too old, to watch them fly

Am I too old, for angels

Will I see them if I try

Have I learned, to show my daughter

Who she is, can never be wrong

Can I share with her, these new angels

Can I share with her my song

Am I too old, for angels

Am I too old, to watch them fly

Am I too old, for angels

Will I see them if I try

Shall she gaze upon the woman

That her mother hides inside

Will it change her life to know this

Part of me I always hide

Am I too old, for angels

Am I too old, to watch them fly

Am I too old, for angels

Will I see them if I try

Am I too old, for angels

Breaking free oh I feel them fly

Flying now, with angels

Taking me for one more ride

Taking me for one more ride

Through this mirror, I can see you,

In the room, right down the hall

Reflecting, the love I’m feeling

As the mirror, frames it all

You didn’t notice, as I came towards you

Headphones on, guitar in hand

The music growing, the rhythm beating

And I thank god, that you’re my man

This is what I wish for us

My prayer said in the morning

This is what I wish for us

As I'm opening my eyes

Let life be healthy,

Let us grow old with love and laughter

Let life be happy

To find the dreams we thought were lost

Let life be plenty

And share time with those who love us

All this and more, is what I wish for us

Your cheek, feels warm, beneath my fingers

A smile that starts, from deep inside

My heart, lets go into that moment

Where trust, and fear collide

This is what I wish for us

My prayer said in the daylight

This is what I wish for us

As I'm reaching for your hand

Let life be healthy,

Let us grow old with love and laughter

Let life be happy

To find the dreams we thought were lost

Let life be plenty

And share time with those who love us

All this and more, is what I wish for us

This is what I wish for us

My prayer said in the evening

This is what I wish for us

As I’m drifting off to sleep

Let life be healthy,

Let us grow old with love and laughter

Let life be happy

To find the dreams we thought were lost

Let life be plenty

And share time with those who love us

All this and more, is what I wish for us

All this and more, is what I

I wish for us

Close the door, I need time to repair me

Home alone, I can just let go

I’m so tired, so drained and empty

Tonight I wanna sit here on my own

Tonight I’m on my own

The night has played out, the moonlight is fading

Laughter’s echoes ring soft in my ears

No smiles needed, got nothing to say now

Tonight I wanna sit here on my own

Tonight I wanna sit here on my own

Does it make a difference if I don't have the answers

Does it make a difference if I shut out the world

Does it make a difference if I bury it, deny it, hide it

Tonight I wanna sit here on my own

Tonight I wanna sit here on my own

Shoes discarded dirty clothes on the carpet

Please don’t ask, cause I’ve got nothing to give

It’s just the sounds of my own breathing

Tonight I wanna sit here on my own

Tonight I wanna sit here on my own

Does it make a difference if I don't have the answers

Does it make a difference if I shut out the world

Does it make a difference if I bury it, deny it, hide it

Tonight I wanna sit here on my own

Tonight I wanna sit here on my own

Tomorrow, I'll be ready to face the dawn

But, tonight I wanna sit here on my own

Woo woo woo woo, oh on my own

A campfire night, like ones long passed, like ones still yet unknown

It brought me back, as songs can do, to timeless nights long gone

So close your eyes, and drift away, a smile upon your face

That same guitar, that same soft glow, and voices interlaced

The hopes were all brand new those days, the aches much more skin deep

With firelight and melodies, a beautiful release

So give yourself into the night, into another dream

For firelight and melodies, are more than what they seem

I’ll listen to the tale you tell, and hope for still one more

Don’t end this night, by firelight, It’s what we’ve come here for

A friend to share this nighttime with, another one to see

That times we’ve grown, and times we’ve known, give way to memories

The hopes were all brand new those days, the aches much more skin deep

With firelight and melodies, a beautiful release

So give yourself into the night, into another dream

For firelight and melodies, are more than what they seem

It's more than what they seem

A campfire night, like ones long passed, like ones still yet to come

It brought me back, as songs can do, to timeless nights long gone

So close your eyes, and drift away, but pull today along

For firelight, and timeless nights, add life to one more song

The hopes were all brand new those days, the aches much more skin deep

With firelight and melodies, a beautiful release

So give yourself into the night, into another dream

For firelight and melodies, are more than what they seem

For firelight and melodies, are more than what they seem

I am a contradiction, I’m arrogant and sure

Immodest and seductive, I’m humble and demure

I’m starry eyed and cheerful, a friend to all I see

Disheartened, disillusioned, awash in misery

I’m starry eyed and cheerful. Watch me now as I move on

Will you follow where I lead you

Will this sadness soon be gone

Will you follow where I lead you

Will this sadness soon be gone

I see you, will I let you know I noticed

I reach you, as the walls come tumbling down

What I feel, and what, I show you

Collided when, you said my name

I’ll boldly walk into your life, assertive through and through

And cautiously I’ll watch you, as you move across the room

I am a contradiction, dominant and strong

I’ll submit without resistance, If you’ll only play along

Out of ammo and courageous. Never flinching as I go

Too shocked and scared to move on

From that very first hello

Too shocked and scared to move on

From that very first hello

I see you, will I let you know I noticed

I reach you, as the walls come tumbling down

What I feel, and what, I show you

Collided when, you said my name

Do you really want to meet me

Take me home and lay me down

Will I scratch your back and bite you

Will I come without a sound

Will I scratch your back and bite you

Will I come without a sound

Every year, I believe

Maybe I should go away

Leave him alone, to grieve on his own

Let the healing begin without me near

But I stay

When April comes next year, I'll be ready

When April comes next year, I won't be walkin' out the door

He grows stronger every year, drowning less in waves of tears

We’re in this, together, When April comes next year

Yeah, We’re in this, together, When April comes next year

A spark inside, his heart had died

When she took her life that day

Emotions flood above him, all I can do is love him

And be a guiding hand along the way

So I stay

When April comes next year, I'll be ready

When April comes next year, I won't be walkin' out the door

He grows stronger every year, drowning less in waves of tears

We’re in this, together, When April comes next year

Yeah, We’re in this, together, When April comes next year

And I don't understand, why you act the way you do

Your temper starts, it catches me off-guard

It comes as a surprise, until I realize

It's April again

When April comes next year, I'll be ready

When April comes next year, You won't find me walkin' out the door

He grows stronger every year, drowning less in waves of tears

Oh we’re in this, together, When April comes next year

Yeah we’re in this, together, When April comes next year

When the weight has got too heavy

And your tears are pouring down

You can call me anytime girl, I’ll be there

When you feel the highway calling

And that itch to run away

Put those car keys on the table, I’ll be there

You make me proud, watching you growing

You make me smile, watching you try

You make me cry, knowing your struggles

Wishing my love, could ease your pain

But I’m not here to save you, I’m not the one who can

I’m just a hand to hold, a loving smile

Cause I’m not here to save you, I’m not the one who can

My strength can only shield you for awhile

I can listen to your fears girl

I can listen to your dreams

But the one who makes it happen, it’s only you

You make me proud, watching you growing

You make me smile, watching you try

You make me cry, knowing your struggles

Wishing my love, could ease your pain

But I’m not here to save you, I’m not the one who can

I’m just a hand to hold, a loving smile

Cause I’m not here to save you, I’m not the one who can

My strength can only shield you for awhile

Cause I’m not here to save you

Cause I’m not here to save you

Cause I’m not here to save you

Cause I’m not here to save you

Cause I’m not here to save you, I’m not the one who can

I know you might feel like you're on your own

But you're not alone